Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year
Photo by Fortune, c. 2012

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Raw Blue Ridge Beauty


Sometimes a photograph simply cannot capture the feeling and beauty of a moment. So, I didn't even try to recreate the magnificent beauty of the Blue Ridge Mountains along Interstate 81 through Virginia with my modest little Fuji. Instead, I took the moment for myself and played Aaron Copland's Appalachian Spring Suite, Fanfare for the Common Man, and Tender Land Suite over and over again, music which heightened the powerful beauty and emotion of these mountains, welcoming dawn and a new day of my adventure. There's nothing quite like tagging along with a caravan of 18-wheelers pulling on to the highway out a truck stop with Fanfare for the Common Man blasting on the sound system. Never a more perfect piece of music was created to capture the expansive optimism of the America spirit at its purest. It gave me the melody for my emotions and thoughts to float, travel, to fully experience this new beginning. The adventure of it, the surrender to it.

Thank you Betty for insisting I take Routes 40 and 81 across country - and for the pillow, which has come in very handy.

happy on the road
LAFF

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Hallelujah!



Glory, Glory, Glory! Glory Hallelujah!

I am on the road back to the East Coast! I left Oklahoma City at 10:00 this morning rolling in a 16 foot Penske truck, dancing down the road delirious with the joy of change. Driving across country alone was never an option but when the possibilities of driving buddies faded, here I am: driving alone with a thousand prayers and good wishes at my back and a new, fluffy pillow from Betty "so that you'll always have a place to lay your head." It will come in handy.

Memphis immediately kisses you with its mellow soul and rhythmic pulse. Just inside of Tennessee along RT. 40 I called Kyle, a friend of Penelope and Loren's, my great Oklahoma City neighbors. His girlfriend lives in Memphis. He urged me to call her. "As a matter of fact, I'm talking to her right now!" he said. And so I did.

After a little juggling it was decided I would crash over night at her house and what a delight. Cindy, a forceful young world traveler of 30 years, was a familiar spirit. Easy going, gracious, generous and a great storyteller. We exchanged stories from the road until rest called, me to the road the next morning and her to work, which brings me to the wonderful organization she works with: The Folk Alliance-North America. Here's the website, check it out:


As the Director of Sales & Marketing, I would not want to be caught trying to say "no" to Cindy regarding her fierce mission to keep international indigenous folk music viable and exposed and celebrated in the world. It was thrilling to know about the work The Folk Alliance-International is doing. The International Folk Alliance Conference 2011 will take place on February 16th-20th in Memphis and I plan to be there.

from the road
LFF


Monday, May 24, 2010

A Visit Home


Mother's Day found me in Seattle enjoying the whirlwind that is my Mother's life. It was the best visit I have had in years and I loved every second of it. Seattle even blessed me with sunshine! And the Mama Energy reined majestically with one encounter after another and I overflowed with gratitude for the profound presence of Yemanja whose hand touched every aspect of my time with my Mom and my good girlfriends who live there.

A word about Yemanja, Mother of the Oceans. Yemanja is a Yoruba orisha or deity who originated in West Africa and arrived to the shores of the New World with captive African people. The world’s oceans and all that dwells there is her realm. With the constant churning of her waves, she brings wisdom, comfort, and the awesome power and joy of motherhood. She helps to transform its more difficult aspects by providing understanding, insight, and patience. She is the essence of female procreation.

The patron deity of Brazil, she is honored many times throughout the year. Perhaps the most well known celebration is at New Years when thousands of people gather at the beaches of Brazil and present gifts of perfume, watermelon and fruit, champagne and other gifts to Yemanja. She is petitioned her for protection and prosperity and especially by fisherman as they work in her waters. Her colors are blue and white and her celestial symbol is the Moon. She fancies crystals, all manner if shell and ocean life, peacock feather and silver.

I will be blogging more about my visit in coming posts.

Ashe!
LAFF


Sunday, April 18, 2010

A Brave New World of Popular Culture

It's been a deliciously rainy Sunday. And to my surprise this morning I woke to Sir Mix A Lot on npr's Wait, Wait, Don't Tell Me. I swear, the earth moved. Popular culture has entered a brave, new world order. Surely, this was a sign if ever there was one. He was responding to a terribly inappropriate, greed-induced "rap" by some WaMu employees at a conference in 1992 (before the economic crash) to the music of Baby's Got Back.

It was a pretty disgusting display of mean-spirited selfishness by WaMu considering where we've been and where we are now. Pity no video survives...yet. These things have a way of "showing up." Mix's riff on the lyrics and the event was masterful and brilliant. You can check it out here:


So, I am watching the first hour of the Country Music Award Show. Living in New Mexico and Oklahoma has shaped my appreciation for country music. As I watch I was again reminded that the crossover in popular culture is a fascinating process. The country women are all wearing mainstream designer gear and their big hair seems to have shrunk over the years. Next to Black folk, country folk will thank God for their awards, followed by fans and significant others.

The high point belonged to Toby Keith's performance of his song Crying for Me (Waymon's Song), a heartfelt memorial to his friend, fellow musician and NBA star Waymon Tisdale, lost to cancer. Photographs showed they were great friends, brothers. The song can be downloaded on iTunes, all contributions go to Stand Up To Cancer.

It's times like this that I am reminded that more of us get along than not, something we desperately need to be reminded of daily. We could even agree to disagree, like mature people. If I can get to that - and country music - a city girl living in the buckle of the Bible Belt, surely others can, too.

And I will always love a great fitting pair of jeans, cowgirl boots and pearls.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Erykah, Erykah, Welcome Back, Erykah


W
ell, Erykah Badu is back and, boy, has she ever entered stage right with a BANG! Her new music video, Window Seat, is a soulful meditation on vulnerability, the longing to be missed and wanted, a need for applause. The lyrics reveal a struggle with herself, relationship, and her need to perform.


A bell went off in my head when her music video hit the internet and media. What was it I recently saw her in? Initially I was stunned by her courage to get naked. When the resulting controversy regarding her disrobing crescendo erupted, I was reminded of where I saw her.

In Andrew Shaper's great documentary film Before the Music Dies, Badu does a testy tongue-in-cheek assessment of what it takes to be successful in today's entertainment business - if you are a woman. Her conclusion is that one needs various bodily implants with an emphasis on the butt. Especially the butt. Certainly you need huge amounts of cascading hair. Then you need to do some "ho' s**t," be prepared the teeter on stilettos regardless of your age and, finally, just go on and get buck nekked.'

Then you'll have yourself a career in The Business.


I'd say she made her point. The irony is, of course , she says it's for someone else to do. Though on her own eccentric, irreverent terms, her craving for attention and applause won out.

B O N U S:

Before the Music Dies can be seen on Hulu:


You have to watch it if only for Ray Charles and Billy Preston's Agent Double O Soul opening. It's phenomenal!


Cheers,
LFF

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Happy Spring Equinox


Well....what a first day of spring here in Oklahoma City. The view out of my window is white with swirls of snow. But it will be rushing towards the 90s and above soon enough, with a few tornadoes, hale and windstorms thrown in for good measure.

This Winter I actually did some seasonal reading. Several books kept my attention. If you have ever struggled over the difference between "it's", "its" and "its' " then Words Fail Me by Patricia O'Conner is the book for you. She's a advocate of clear, simple writing and gives very funny examples of how not to write. With a warm sense of humor, she is deeply sympathetic towards poor writers who suffer the trials and tribulations of trying to complete decent sentences, one after another.

I've been following with great interest the work of Harvard professor Henry Louis Gates on ancestry, genealogy and DNA tracking presented in a series of PBS programs: African American Lives, and most recently, Faces of America. Professor Gates has done for culture and humanities what Steve Jobs has done for technology. Like Jobs, he has forever changed how we see the world and ourselves.



One of the great ancestral mysteries in American history is the story of Thomas Jefferson, our 3rd president, and his slave Sally Hemings, with whom he is said to have fathered seven children. It only remains a mystery for those who refuse to accept the paradox of Jefferson, a paradox that we still live today. It is perplexing how the author of the Declaration of Independence could be one the most prosperous slave holders of his day. But that is how it was. Sally Hemings was the half-sister of Martha Wayles Jefferson, Thomas Jefferson's deceased wife. That he would take Sally to his bed should come as no surprise given the proprietary nature of the institution of slavery. She was, after all, his property and said to have been extremely beautiful.

Annette Gordon-Reed has written a monumental book on the subject,
The Hemingses of Montcello: An American Family. Gordon-Reed is a researcher possessed and her scholarship has been greatly rewarded with every literary acknowledgement imaginable, including the Pulitzer Prize and the National Book Award. The unique aspect of the Hemings family is they were able to remain a cohesive unit in spite of being owned by several families over many generations. Gordon-Reed places the reader right in the middle of the life and times of the Hemings family as property of Thomas Jefferson, in the heady moments of America's struggle against England for its independence. The book is scholarly but wonderfully accessible. At over 900 pages (plus notes, bibliography and the index) I have a ways to go and do not want to finish it too soon.


This winter I've learned the value of "reading in the round." So, I am also reading The Wolf by the Ears: Thomas Jefferson and Slavery, John Chester Miller's seminal work published in 1977 and finally Jefferson's Children: The Story of One American Family by Shannon Lanier and Jane Feldman which brings together both the black and white descendants of Thomas Jefferson.

In 1787, Sally Hemings accompanied Thomas Jefferson's young daughter, Polly, to France where she remained there for 24 months. Historical records indicate that Jefferson purchased expensive clothing for Hemings and that she most likely attended galas and balls, though not accompanied by him, which would have caused a monumental political scandal. As American anvoy to France, Jefferson certainly would have been a highly sought after guest and her brother, James, a chef trained and certified in French cuisine, most certainly cooked for such events. Interestingly, this rare and aristocratic world had a parallel one referred to as the "demi-monde" or "half-world." It was distinguished by the same aristocrats - aristocratic men, at any rate - who paid top dollar in jewels, land, expensive horses and homes to keep the company of infamous courtesans who electrified both Paris and London with their lavish extravagances.


How fascinating that on the edges of the elite world of power and influence of the 18th and 19th century orbited another where, contrary to the women of proper pedigree, these female players were fiercely independent, opinionated and were highly sought after confidants. These women who generally rose from extreme poverty prided themselves on handling their own affairs - sexual, financial and otherwise. Katie Hickman explored these outrageous women who lived and traveled all over Europe in Courtesan: Money, Sex and Fame in the 19th Century. The book commences with Sophia Baddeley in 1770 and ends with the passing of Catherine Walters in 1920 and the end of the era.

So, there you have it. Next post: my latest music fascination.

Cheers
LAFF

Friday, March 19, 2010

What a Bummer!

Generally I pay only passing attention to the celebrity love dramas incessantly reported on in the tabloids. Like any of us can ever really know what goes on behind closed doors! But it makes for something to do while waiting in the grocery line and in the crash-and-burn climate that's running rampant in the world of celebrity, well...what can you do? The stuff seeps in.

So, message to Sandra, message to Sandra Bullock: I will not pretend to know her beyond what I have seen in the media, esp. her recent interview with Barbara Walters. She gave credit to her husband for her ability to risk taking on the most difficult role of her career because he "had her back." I can only imagine the emotional devastation she is living. I pray that she will get to the other side of this, hopefully, without irreparable damage. She deserves so much better.

The thing that is most irksome about this affair is the unfair timing of its exposure. After so many years of hard work in roles not considered Oscar worthy, Sandra Bullock finally gets her moment in the golden boy's sun and here comes a sucker punch to her gut for the whole world to see. What a bummer! The time when she should be reveling in her success will be overshadowed by a crushing betrayal, a shadow that will be present every time she looks at her Oscar.

What, is Kayne West giving lessons on how to take the life out someone's success? This gives a whole new meaning to being "blind sided." What deep irony. Maybe after all the smoke clears Sandra Bullock's Oscar and all that it brings will outshine this sad episode.

Geez
LAFF

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Happy Birthday, Lee, Peaceful Travels



Lee Alexander McQueen
March 17, 1969 ~ February 11, 2010


When I heard of Alexander McQueen's suicide I pulled out this image of his skinny legged jeans that I have carried with me for years. Why I keep these things I'll never know but once in awhile their relevance emerges. I love denim; the look and feel of it; it's color, practicality and adaptability. This is the image that made me to start paying attention to Alexander McQueen. They were the advance-guard of the current fascination with skinny leg jeans. I look at these incredible jeans and marvel at his show videos on his website, and my heart breaks a little more for the loss of this brilliant but troubled angel of dark and moody complexity.

I am not given to Gotham Chic and prefer clean, simple lines.
That I loved his work speaks to the allure of his immense artistry and skill. I was intrigued by the workings of his mind, the meticulous precision of his work and, of course, his breathtaking shows. His original blend of futuristic design, storytelling and technology created a self-contained world that we were allowed to observe. His shyly distracted appearances at the end of of his shows suggests that the audience was just one of those things that came with the heady turf he roamed. I had the feeling it would have been just as satisfying for him to present these grand spectacles to a small group of friends.

The recent passing of his mother and the suicide of his friend and mentor Isabella Blow in 2007 left him emotionally devastated. From everything I have read, these two women were his anchors. Without them, why not take his leave? What or who could keep him grounded in the pain of his loss? Not his brothers, sisters or father, not his thriving business nor the anticipation of continued creative output could keep him here on this earth. The loneliness must have been excruciating.



An 2004 article in The Guardian in which Joyce McQueen interviewed her famous son and youngest child reveals a mother and son who delighted in each other. From the image that heads the article by award-winning photographer Dan Chung to its content, it's clear that this mother and son delighted in one another. Ironically, his greatest fear was dying before her.


With a Sun, Moon and Mercury in Pisces and Scorpio ascending, McQueen embodied the deep mysteries of these two water signs. Pisces often expresses the urge to move beyond set boundaries, easily living in a dreamy other worldliness. Blended with the intense sensuality of Scorpio - and his aggressive Aries Venus - it's no surprise that the clothes he created for women were shrouded in ethereal mystery, witchy courage and confrontational sensuality.

I do not condone the taking of one's own life but I do believe there can be extenuating circumstances that render this physical experience unbearable. And also that there are people whose spirits are so expansive they can tolerate life in a human form but for so long. They arrive on this plane, make their mark and then move the heck on. I have read a bit about the current stressful astrological progressions in his life. With the loss of his mother and mentor, there were certainly many pressures overwhelming him. But if only he had been able to get through the next few months of grief and healing. With the jovial, expansive Jupiter moving through Pisces for a year bestowing good luck and blessings on the children born of that sign, things would most certainly gotten better for him. In just one more moment, help and lighter, better days were just around the corner...with just a little more time. I like to think so anyway.



But it was not to be for Alexander McQueen. Instead, we are left with Plato's Atlantis, his mysterious and magnificent Spring/Summer 2009 collection inspired by his love of deep sea diving. His alien looking models teetering on hoof-like shoes created a sensational uproar. How very Piscean of him.


Images of McQueen's very last collection for women and, according to many, his most alluring and wearable, can also be seen at the above website. The brilliance this complicated artist will remain unparalleled for decades to come.

Peace,
LAFF




Monday, March 8, 2010

BRAVO OSCARS!

The Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences got it right!

I am thrilled that Kathryn Bigelow got the much deserved Best Director's award and that The Hurt Locker was awarded Best Picture. Many props to Mo'Nique on her win and especially for her acceptance speech, which made clear her priorities and celebrated her husband's wisdom. He's got to feel like the fiercest man on the block. A big shout out to Geoffrey Fletcher, the brother who won for adapting Sapphire's Push to the screen. While it would have been extraordinary for the Gabby to win best actress, it was nonetheless wonderful that Sandra Bullock received the honor.

All in all it was a great evening in spite of it being haunted by the spirit Kanye West.

Cheers
LAFF

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Go, Bigelow, Go!

If you long for the days of real emotionally gut wrenching movie-making then Kathryn Bigelow's The Hurt Locker is the film to see. In it we are taken behind the scenes to follows a bomb disposal unit stationed in Baghdad, Iraq. These are the soldiers who seek and disarm road side bombs. With great sensitively the film captures the chaos and hopelessness of war as well as the madness of adrenaline addiction.

I loath war and haven't watched a war movie since my dad took our family to see The Guns of Navarone years ago. I walked out fifteen minutes into the screening. Even as a kid war images weirded me out. So what drew me to The Hurt Locker? First I was intrigued by the idea of a woman doing a war film and also that she is James Cameron's former wife and they are going head-to-head for Best Director and Best Film (okay, I confess, I can be as shallow as the next person). She did not disappoint.

I believe a film should haunt, linger in the heart and mind for a time and, at its most excellent, expand your world view. For my money, this year The Hurt Locker is that movie. Since seeing it, the mere mention of a 'bomb squad' causes its truth to flood my mind. I see the images and am once again reminded that as a species we must find another way to resolve conflicts, one that doesn't require bombs and guns and killing.

James Cameron spent $400 million to make a 3-D spectacle that has changed the movie-making game and will continue to generate a lot of loot in the industry (with that over the top budget this is the very least we should expect). But Kathryn Bigelow has accomplished something much deeper. With The Hurt Locker she reminds us of the painful complexity of war and how it destroys the human spirit. With poignant storytelling, she and script writer Mark Boal asks us to call forth our better selves and re-think the sacrifice we all suffer through war. There are no winners.

Kathryn Bigelow has more cojones than a football field full of guy movie executives and I applaud her for being so bold, so true and so gentle. I am greatly anticipating her acceptance speech for best director.